Finally...

I have always loved to talk! My whole life I have been told to be quiet. I received my first and only paddling in school because of talking. Mrs. Adams gave me warning after warning in the 4th grade until I finally got one good lick to shut me up. So...tell me why I am having a hard time starting this blog? The cat has never had my tongue before. I ALWAYS have something to say! I think it may be the fear of not being eloquent enough or not using the proper grammar, commas, punctuation and starting or stopping paragraphs where I should. I guess I am not as confident as I would like to be in some areas. Oh my...I admitted it...I am NOT PERFECT! Thing is....I never thought I was to begin with.

As I have started this little beginning of my blog I have already looked up two words to make sure I have spelled them correctly and used them in the sentence properly. Man...I really must have it bad! It's worse than I thought and now I am admitting that to you. Gees...what is this world coming to? What am I coming to?

I started a blog once before. I added a few things about my boys on there. You may have seen it.... http://www.realitybyrenee.blogspot.com/ . I just thought, 'I love to talk, so blogging is gonna be a breeze.' Ha...NOT! I will not delete that blog I started because I like keeping things organized. If I want to blog specifically about my children I will blog there. Here? Here is the place I am blogging about ME. saying that is really hard for me also. I never do anything just for me. My world revolves around my family, my children and others, but I need this. I truly need this blog for me...just me.

FINALLY....I am finally getting around to doing this. I have always admired those who blog daily. Some friends from Facebook/Twitter have suggested that I do this after telling them that I will possibly be going through weight loss surgery soon. I new deep down in my heart way before their suggestions that I should too. Even before I learned about the possibilities of having weight loss surgery. I knew I need a personal blog to share with the world or to just release what is in my heart. So...here I go! Wish me luck....